"what seems unnecessary is necessary to me and just because I never take anything for granted" I pledge to suffer for the benefit of "my people". Hard enough that I do not belong to me or any individual but to everyone and that makes me more neutral. I am proud of what I do to "my people", to be humble so that no one will suffer because of me. I am not that proud of myself its just one thing it is: I never and for my God is still great I will never say something that is destructive to anyone, believe me until death. You can be surprised the way I interact. It has taken more than hundred people to construct this wonderful personality that I inherit this extra ordinary human being, so I won't allow individuals to take it away from me. It cannot be me who describe what God has created for you, it is up to you to judge and that is why I don't worry when people describe me the way they like. But it may be very much appreciated if people can consider the fact that I belong to the larger society than they expect. Out there few people identify me as their trusted friend, father, brother, neighbour, colleague, son and role model and believe me, those are the people who give me strength to continue with what I chose to do for the rest of my life which is to be humble. 

Ncandweni Christ Ambassadors - Ngayibona Inkosi

ngike ngaybona nam nanhlanje yathi kum ngingu Yehova u Thixo wakho. ndiyibona sele ndisekufeni, sele amandla am ephelile sele ndinuka okuyaa kuka Lazaro kodwa wandivusa sele ndifile. sathana awunamandla empilweni yam. this is a day that I have taken a control of my life back to my hands after so many years. ndayibona inkosi yam amahlo am ekhutshiwe, ndayibona ndiqengqeleka nemoto, ndaybona kumnyama kum usathana we suicide endivale umlomo, ithemba lam liphelile ndishiyiwe kodwa ndayibona inkosi yam ihleli esihlalweni sobukhosi. Nkosi Ncandweni Christ Ambassadors.

Ncandweni Christ Ambassadors - Ngayibona Inkosi

ngike ngaybona nam nanhlanje yathi kum ngingu Yehova u Thixo wakho. ndiyibona sele ndisekufeni, sele amandla am ephelile sele ndinuka okuyaa kuka Lazaro kodwa wandivusa sele ndifile. sathana awunamandla empilweni yam. this is a day that I have taken a control of my life back to my hands after so many years. ndayibona inkosi yam amahlo am ekhutshiwe, ndayibona ndiqengqeleka nemoto, ndaybona kumnyama kum usathana we suicide endivale umlomo, ithemba lam liphelile ndishiyiwe kodwa ndayibona inkosi yam ihleli esihlalweni sobukhosi. Nkosi Ncandweni Christ Ambassadors.

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2015

2016

Bulelani Mvengenya

(General)

the son of the soil to Umzi wamasame, engumtshana wasemampingeni.

went to Lutubeni Jun. Sec., Kaula Jun. Sec. and Lutubeni High School.

currently Studying towards Bachelor of Arts at the university currently known as Rhodes.

I know the worst and understand the best in my life.

I have passion to all human beings

I am always inspired by the worst survival and by those who work hard for the benefit of others

I have learnt so many things in life, but this is the best, that:

"it's not necessary for use to be loved in order for use to be able to love others"

I like what Dr Nelson Mandela once said during his life time,

"No one is born hating another person because of their colour of his skin, or his background or his religion. People must learn to hate and if they can learn to hate, they can be thought to love, for love comes more naturally to the human heart than its opposite."

life is only a time to produce, but to create deferent souls because even in the sky stars differ from each other. it is not you who is on the mirror and because you've made them smile it is good. do it again. I live my life full of values. the values that have maintained what looks like an extra ordinary human. a brother for all, a son for all and a father for all. we do not choose what people do to us, but we decide what we do to them. many wronged me and the sun itself refused to look at me.

but I decided not to hate. I wanted to learn how to create instead of destroying what may looks similar to me. even the jail itself is scary and cruel, it's breasts wet from the blood. it is angry from the bush. and always give birth to the monster. but because of values. the monster's sons becomes the priests because everything can change you, but its your choice what to become at the end. 

Ukwahlukana

Ukwahlukana

akusobe kuphinde kufane

ndlela-ntle mthile ka Nantsi

ixesha olichithe nathi liyancomeka

usibonis'uthando nentlonipho

sohlala sikucinga

wohlala ungumhlobo

sophinda sibonane kwakhona

hamb'ungasilahli

Ikhaya likhaya

kaloku lent'iyindod'ihlala-hlal'ikhumbule

lent'iyindod'ihlala-hlaligoduke

xasihlangana asinanjongo zokwahlukana

kwamthetho singamaphuth'ahlathi-nye

namhlanje kuvalwa amasango ovuyo kum

kuhluthwa obendikubolekiwe

ndilahlelwe ngesingqala neenkumbulo

nathi ndoda silindiwe, kumnandi sohlukane ngoxolo

hamba ke kwedini wenjenje ya

kalok'wimikhosi yooyihlo yeyakho

kaloku lent'iyingqonday'igqobhoki

z'uxhawule kumawen'uwarhabulis'apha

ulihambil'ilizw'uzibon'ilintlanga

zithethil'izidwesha nezidwangube zayigabul'indlela

kewen'uzuchul'ukunyathela

z'ungadwanguz'akuvunwa mbotyi

kaloku isidim'asosulel'asingomafutha

nembeko ayibolekis'aylozembe

uzuzigcinele zona ke nto ka Nantika

concrete rejection

concrete rejection

disturbing when the grass turning light

because it doesn't forget its season

you cannot separate yourself from it 

it comes more than twice anyway

if  installed once to you for sure

you can't control it anymore

is it a disease 

if yes why not cure?

it is not a result of them but a cause

this paper doesn't fee free to reject me

nor this pen for sure

but i feel rejected for it cannot produce words

rejection is a feeling 

a feeling if you once experienced it of course

for rejection is powerful 

someone chooses death over life

life becomes dry 

the sky turns to be the water and the hole becomes a light

for there is no hope 

rejection doesn't give anger, but sorrow 

it doesn't bring fear but breaks the candle  

Joy joy in God's presences

Philippians 4:1,8&9

1. Therefore, my brothers, whom I love and long for, my joy and crown, stand firm thus in the Lord, my beloved....................8. Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things. 9 What you have learned and received and heard and seen in me—practice these things, and the God of peace will be with you......................Let us strengthen our arms to do the work that God has anointed us to do, for we see it as our responsibility to do righteousness before men for the benefit of our almighty God. His mercy is eternal. weapons will form but its good to be prosecuted if you know that you serving God.

I always cry on her shoulders, no matter where we meet Mrs Bele She is always that way mom who picked me up at my lowest point. she couldn't get to the bottom of my story but accepted me and motivated me. no ways to understand my story, I will tell the world wait. I love and appreciate her, no matter what you'll think about me because for sure people have their own perceptions about me and being passionate to humanity, how could you expect to know me? If someone believed me at the point where no one was on my side, why should I reject and ignore others. "I have learned one thing from my life, that you actually don't need to be loved in order for you to be ale to love and not necessary need to be taken care of, to be able to learn caring". taking someone from the street to the school is very difficult but there are women of God even at school and this is one of them. I know ma'an you are still proud of me and what i am doing for others in particular because you've told me something about the importance of doing things for others.

Umzi wabantu

uqubul'imelatshon'esapha, ufun'uhlebel'umamthile oku
woyibon'intekulu imisa rhoqo, ihlomla ngobakalokuliyez'ikhazi
yi yi yi yi yi zangen'inkomo kwasengwa. usemanini kanene?
unqal'intlokonj'unekhwele. bayaqeqeshabany'abafazi, ziyahlanjw'iintombi lumka
makube kanti lomf''uyakwaz'uhlolelabantwana.
uba bekungemzini ngekungenje, namhlanje siyokhonzelwe zizweni
uzihloniphe ntomb'ungasihlazisi
hambophemb'emathileni wakhe lamzi.

yaphakam'imazendala sel'ilunywa, kaloku kuvuk'inimba yakutsho
nantso isitsho ngengqunguz'enesidima phakathi kweenkomo lena yingoma yesixhosa, lena yingoma yamadoda, kade ilinde lemini, nazo iimazi zitsholoza kaloku kungomntwana. ukunxusumkhwezo lo, chu ngcembe. vumb'indodenezigalo, intevalelayo ndithethamnothango isiza nefutha. kaloku simosulel'isintu simthambisubungqondi simhlambububhanxa simambesisidima kalok'umnqayi kukuzithoba. lenqeberhw'ibithethaph'uzuyimamele, ngathi namhlanj'akugquthi, akuthethwak'eyezeni
namhlaj'uzibaniban'uwuvusile k'um ngawe. uzuzenze yena ke kwedini. namhlanj'iingqath'uzinyathele, wenze njalo ke

fongqo-fongqo bonanje kuyahluzwa, sind'ubulong'obu
isidima somzi zintsipho, ubukho bomfazi yinkoduso wobona kuthe tshitshilili nangamakhosikazi azinto. ndod'ephakamay'ithi ziv'esizikithini. phakama ntwazan'umqhwabele ingomizanehlombe
wonk'umend'uphakamaxhentse, mfanandini bek'intw'aphe sinqeni. watshu dadoboyihlo.
dadobawo thula looqhiya, utshil'unokuphiwa, kaloku sisithethe ingoma xakuhlangenwe,
kaloku sithetha ngengoma siphendulane kwangayo, ingom'ithibazinteth' imanyanise

Live your life of imagination

This is what I think
that they are not telling truth
probably yes, just yesterday they were white
oh no, do day care?
why do you say? because I know them
since when brother? guess you not, nor its just perceptions
prejudice or predictions.

clearly something is wrong, what is it?
reading we read, talking we do, yet no one knows
what do you mean?
we all learn through our failures and others' successes
and die for excellence

ask me, I went there once
before these hills form, nothing stopped me
before the ocean became visible, I sank twice
before the candle was brought by its candlestick
I fell before you came, no one was to pick me up
I couldn't work during poverty and drought but for someone fed me
I will be the light for you

I will be the good light, I have seen many myself
you can't see for you are in the river bed, try to come up
for you will pass through the city you will be disrupted
disrupted by the number of lights, the lights that have finished the sight of my eyes
walk silently towards these lights and know just one thing
one thing you do once. you must look to the sky
for there are stars,
are you the star, maybe yes
then if you are one you must ignore even so many
focus to only one.
there are stars there, I met not all myself
one have said to me, "hey I went to the west, yet I can imagine the best"
live your life of imagination, you will see destination at the point of departure.
 

Africa my home

Africa my home, I am crying
I am crying because what you are doing is not right
what are you doing to me?

now that the Orange river has dried, I have to speak
drakensburg mountains have been shouting but not noticed
for the sun does not smile anymore 

I have to speak on behalf of those dead dogs
for they cannot buck to thieves anymore
and on behalf of those aged human's rights activists 

I need to tell you that you are killing my children
in Africa its something else, when we talk about culture. is culture not dynamic?
culture is not allowed to adapt in Africa.

Praise God With That Rythm

PRAISE GOD WITH THAT BEAT POEM BY NOKWETHEMBA MCHUNU JOYOUS CELEBRATION 19

Remember that song that says; “It’s about time to listen to Boom Shaka”? Well, tonight you gotta listen to what I gotta say.
On Brenda Fassie’s Weekend Special, vulindlela uthath’ isigubhu seBhongo Muffin or perhaps grab uMdu Msilela ugibele phezu kwendlu ubatshele that God is in the 18th area or maybe if you’re too shy like Zahara, bhal’ incwad’ encane, puff and pass it like Brown Dash.


Look, however you do it, whenever you do it as long as you tell the whole wide world that music is not just music, tonight it’s time that it becomes praise.
So praise God with a rhythm that beat that rhyme, that song.


And when the issues of life have weighed you down, like Thembi Seete you’re crying “I don’t know what I can do with myself, aketsebe kae ketsang”
You know, when the devil has “Pushed you to the floor” like the Parlotones, instead of grabbing your phone, like uMzekezeke shay’ iguqa, guqa ngamdolo,” guq’ uthandaze guq’ uthandaze”
Tell Zola to tell that Ghetto Scandalous devil that Godonce said through Spikiri, “Angekh’ ungisukele ngoba mina ngizithulele uzozwa mpama, gqu pha, current” But wait, before you start knocking the devil down, ask him just one simple question tell him; “Ngicel’ ukubuza, umunt’ ufana nam umcinezela kanjani?” Ngob’ uvalala, uJes’ avule le –uth’ uvala le avule la.
Trust me, with God by your side, your victory over the devil will be a guarantee.
Just start singing like TKZee “Papaparapapa papaparapapa Sizonqoba ngoJehova”


Music is not just music; tonight it’s time that it becomes praise.
So praise God with a rhythm that beat that rhyme, that song.


But first things first, you gotta make God ichomy yabana.
Make Jesus your friend, remember he is a friend that sticks closer than a brother. It will be that type of friendship that will have you singing “iyoh aweh thina sobabili”
And even if unguMafikizolo in God’s kingdom Unkulunkulu uyohlal’ eKhona in the mist of it all, through it all Christ Jesus for You paid it all.
You see in God you’ll have it all, you’ll be so blessed to a point that people will be looking at you saying “Ehe otshwere Lotto”



Coz music is not just music; tonight it’s time that it becomes praise.
So praise God with a rhythm that beat that rhyme, that song.


If you too want to have it all like Skeem your hearts is crying “Nami ngiyay’funa intwezi monate, lena kea rebatla into tse monate” Or like Lebo Mathosa you’ree crying “I wanna be free from these chains that I find in me” Girl, accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior coz who the Son sets free, is free indeed.
And if you want to accept Jesus as your Lord and Savior all you gotta do is “phakamis’ izandla zakho lapho sikubone uziveze sikubone”. Open your mouth and tell him like uMafikizolo “Weh Jesu, Weh Jesu mna ndihamba nawe” Worship him like Malaika, tell him “You are and you were and you’ll be my soul and the air that I breathe”


Coz music is not just music; tonight it’s time that it becomes praise.
So praise God with a rhythm that beat that rhyme, that song.


Tonight perhaps Jesus Christ used to be your first love, you back sliding things aint going right or your friends are gone you’re crying “Ngiyagodola”. Well, Jesus Christ is searching for you like the prodigal son, He says “Ingab’ uphi weh s’thandwa sam kuyaband’ aph’ ekhaya. Uzobuya nini oh dali wam, hmm ngiyagodola” It doesn’t matter the mistakes you’ve made, how far you’ve gone Jesus Christ loves you, will never leave you nor forsake you for He says “Ngeke ngeke ndakulibala nanini na, uyohlal’ uhlel’ engqondweni yam uyikho konke kum nakum”


Coz music is not just music; tonight it’s time that it becomes praise.
So praise God with a rhythm that beat that rhyme, that song.


At times you need to take time uhambe uye “Entaben’ ekude.” Take time to worship your God tell Him “I Love You, yes I really do. You are the reason that I sing this song”and even if the world is looking at you they’re mocking you say “You’re just a nobody trying to tell everybody about somebody who can save anybody” instead of answering those critics back all you gotta do is “Thula tu, tu tu tu tu tu “ ‘Cause only then Jesus will favor you for 19 years like He did with Joyous Celebration. Tonight make a joyful jubilation and say “Hallelujah, hallelujah” It doesn’t matter how long you have to wait for God to pull through for you, all you gotta do is “Wait on the Lord He knows what you need, He will give it to you just in time,wait on the Lord” in the mean time “Vula, vula vula, vul’ amehlo akho, vul’ ingqondo yakho, vul’ umoya wakho” yes “Lif up your eyes unto the hills” and tell your God “Oh Msindisi, oh Msindisi nguwe olithemba lam”