"People, arise! the world is dead"-Alan Paton

The Wasteland

By Alan Paton

The moment that the bus moved on he knew he was in danger, for by the lights of it he saw the figures of the young men waiting under the tree.   That was the thing feared by all, to be waited for by young men.  It was a thing he had talked about, now he was to see it for himself.

It was too late to run after the bus; it went down the dark street like an island of safety in a sea of perils.  Though he had known of his danger only for a second, his mouth was already dry, his heart was pounding on his breast, something within him was crying out in protest against the coming event.

His wages were in his purse; he could feel them weighing heavily against his thigh.  That was what they wanted from him.  Nothing counted against that.  His wife could be made a widow, his children made fatherless, nothing counted against that.  Mercy was the unknown word.

While he stood there irresolute he heard the young men walking towards him, not only from the side where he had seen them, but from the other also.  They did not speak, their intention was unspeakable.  The sound of their feet came on the wind to him.  The place was well chosen, for behind him was the high wall of the convent, and the barred door that would not open before a man was dead.  On the other side of the road was the waste land, full of wire and iron and the bodies of old cars.  It was his only hope, and he moved towards it; as he did so he knew from the whistle that the young men were there too.

His fear was great and instant, and the smell of it went from his body to his nostrils.  At that very moment one of them spoke, giving directions.  So trapped was he that he was filled suddenly with strength and anger, and he ran towards the waste land swinging a heavy stick.  In the darkness a form loomed up at him, and he swung the stick at it, and heard it give a cry of pain.  Then he plunged blindly into the wilderness of wire and iron and the bodies of old cars. 

Something caught him by the leg, and he brought his stick crashing down on it, but it was no man, only some knife-edged piece of iron.  He was sobbing and out of breath, but he pushed on into the waste, while behind him they pushed on also, knocking against the old iron bodies and kicking against tins and buckets.  He fell into some grotesque shape of wire; it was barbed and tore at his clothes and flesh.  Then it held him, so that it seemed to him that death must be near, and having no other hope, he cried out, “Help me, help me!”  in what should have been a great voice but was voiceless and gasping.  He tore at the wire, and it tore at him too, ripping his face and his hands.

Then suddenly he was free.  He saw the bus returning, and he cried out again in the great voiceless voice, “Help me, help me!”  Against the lights of it he could plainly see the form of one of the young men.  Death was near him, and for a moment he was filled with the injustice of life, that could end thus for one who had always been hard-working and law-abiding.  He lifted the heavy stick and brought it down on the head of his pursuer, so that the man crumpled to the ground, moaning and groaning as though life had been unjust to him also.

Then he turned and began to run again, but ran first into the side of an old lorry, which sent him reeling.  He lay there for a moment expecting the blow that would end him, but even then his wits came back to him, and he turned over twice and was under the lorry.  His very entrails seemed to be coming into his mouth, and his lips could taste sweat and blood.  His heart was like a wild thing in his breast, and seemed to lift his whole body each time that it beat.  He tried to calm it down, thinking it might be heard, and tried to control the noise of his gasping breath, but he could not do either of these things.

Then suddenly against the dark sky he saw two of the young men.  He thought they must hear him; but they themselves were gasping like drowned men, and their speech came by fits and starts. 

Then one of them said, “Do you hear?”

They were silent except for their gasping, listening.  And he listened also, but could hear nothing but his own exhausted heart.

“I heard a man . . . running . . . on the road,” said one.

“He’s got away . . . let’s go.”

Then some more of the young men came up, gasping and cursing the man who had got away.

“Freddy,” said one, “your father’s got away.”

But there was no reply.

“Where’s Freddy?” one asked.

One said, “Quiet!” Then he called in a loud voice, “Freddy.”

But still there was no reply.

“Let’s go,” he said.

They moved off slowly and carefully, then one of them stopped.

“We are saved,” he said.  “Here is the man.”

He knelt down on the ground, and then fell to cursing.

“There’s no money here,” he said.

One of them lit a match, and in the small light of it the man under the lorry saw him fall back.

“It’s Freddy,” one said.  “He’s dead.”

Then the one who had said, “Quiet” spoke again.

The man under the lorry heard them struggling with the body of the dead young man, and he turned once, twice, deeper into his hiding-place.  The young men lifted the body and swung it under the lorry so that it touched him.  Then he heard them moving away, not speaking, slowly and quietly, making an occasional sound against some obstruction in the waste.

He turned on his side, so that he would not need to touch the body of the young man.  He buried his face in his arms, and said to himself in the idiom of his own language, “People, arise!  The world is dead.”  Then he arose himself, and went heavily out of the wasteland.